The future is near

How could I lose him? And to that person! HOW?!

Can I ever manage to get him back? I want him back into my life just as it was before all this. The boy that was my everything. The boy that made my life just that little less miserable. That more bearable. The boy that made me survive.

He is gone. Probably forever. Never to return to me. He doesn't even remember. Not me. Not mother. Not his friends. Nothing.

I still love you brother, always. I will do anything in my power to bring you out of that household. Away from the abuse from your father. Back to the happy family of us.